Friday, September 15, 2006

It Just Keeps Going and Going....

G'Afternoon Kids & Porn Stars.... Happy Friday! So last night I spent the evening with DB again and again it was a fantastic time. I could never before imagine myself being so at ease with someone like I am with him. When something is on my mind, he can tell. And we talk about it. And there is no joking, no sarcasm, no rude comments. (I mean, we joke and have a good time, but we know when to be serious and he knows when I am being serious and doesn't hide his feelings with sarcasm).

Today is our two week anniversary of when we met/started dating. It's also two weeks since I ended things with "B." It's so scary how easily I was able to forget him and move on. Then again, how I can miss something that was never really there?

I never really knew how badly "B" had screwed me up when it came to relationships. I guess I never really fully trusted him. I never realized how dysfunctional we were. And now that I have something really fantastic, I am scared out of my mind that I will lose it. And this something I don't think I could bare to lose.

Is it possible to be best friends with someone after only 2 weeks?? And be madly, crazy about them? :) 10-4 over and out..... I am SO glad it's the weekend.

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