Expect Everything....

G'morning Kids & Porn Stars. Happy Monday! Time for a little weekend recap!:
Friday - Hit up the gym and there were HOTTIES everywhere. I am so going EVERY Friday night from now on! Afterwards, I headed home and showered/dressed because I was meeting up with "Harrison" at 9:30 at my favorite bar. I had to make one pit stop and do one drive by before I arrived to meet up with him. And I was still earlier than him. I hate that I am perpetually early. I look like a loser, lol. Anyway, we both arrived and we headed inside. Of course who is the first person I see? JB from the Friday night before. He comes right up to me. “Who is this guy? Where is ‘B’?” I say, “JB this is ‘Harrison’ and he knows all about ‘B’ so don’t worry. “B” is not my boyfriend.” He then tells “Harrison” how gorgeous I am and buys us a round. Not too long after, he disappeared. “Harrison” and I start talking and flip through a Stepping Out Magazine. I see that my favorite band, The Nerds, are playing at a bar near my job this Thursday night. I then ask, “Why doesn’t your band advertise in there?” “We don’t play in Jersey and this magazine doesn’t really cover Westchester.” I then see a band name similar to his is playing Friday night at that same bar. “When is your next gig?,” I asked. “Bethany, I know you saw that we are playing Friday night,” he says. I actually didn’t think it was his band, but why lie?? “I’m just not sure if my ex girlfriendS will respect boundries or not,” he says. “Don’t worry, I wouldn’t just show up,” I say, “I would wait until I was invited.” We move on from the topic and talk about our relationship. He tells me he misses me. I think JB called “B” and told him what was up because he called me a few times while I was out. Not his usual MO. I said I was OK with just dating for a while and seeing where things go. I said, "I'm not worried because you will fall for my mind games soon enough." (Wrong wording!) He looks at me with this adorable face and said, "Please don't play mind games with me." I then realized he really must've gotten hurt at some point (haven't we all). So I replied, "Wrong wording. I meant to say that you will soon enough fall under my spell. The bethany Spell." He smiled. We decide to go back to "Harrison's" place and crack open the bottle of wine I had given to him. I wound up being fairly drunk and stayed over. I went to sleep thinking that this was the best night we've spent together and feeling like we were both finally completely honest with one another.

Saturday – Had to get up and leave “Harrison” early and head down to KTU’s Chines Auction with Mama Dukes. We headed down in the pouring rain hoping to win some cool gifties. I finally got to meet Mama KTU and she was so sweet and way too cute. KTU wasn’t able to sit with us for a while since it was her school’s gig, but she found some time for us! :) We played the 50/50 and put tons of tickets into the items we wanted to win. Finally, they started calling #’s. I was zoning out thinking about “Harrison” when they called my # for a door prize. A 35 mm Walgreen’s camera that had expired film. I’m not even kidding, lol. I think Mama Dukes and I were the only people at our table not to win any cool gifts. Mama Dukes won some erasers, LOL. We had fun doing it and making fun of our gifts, plus it was a fundraiser, so that was all that mattered. KTU won her classes doggie gift basket and gave me some stuff for my babies, LOL. She also won AWESOME Yankees tickets (which I am secretly hoping Larry can’t make it to, LOL) After the auction completed, Mama Dukes and I headed back to NY. It took TWO HOURS. Apparently, she didn’t know how to get us home. Argh. All I wanted was to sleep. KTU was too hungover for me to come and chill with her, so I wound up calling “B” (who never returned my calls) and then I passed out. That was the extent of my Saturday evening.

Sunday – Woke up at 2PM. Watched some t.v., then I took a nap. Not even kidding. KTU called around 3:30 to see if I wanted to come over for some drinks and grilled yummies with her Larry, and Larry’s son Junior, LOL. I was all over it. I showered and was off to their place. We sat outside and enjoyed the sun and drank. Junior left and we decided to go out to eat instead of grilling. We ordered some drinks and some appetizers. I talked Larry into calling Barnes and Noble to find out if they had that book I previously mentioned. They did and they put one on hold for me. So, we left to go pick it up. We then ordered in some dinner, watched Soprano’s and Big Love. All in all, a nice day with my buddies that I love. I messaged “Harrison” that I bought the book, but didn’t hear back from him.

So Monday night I skipped the gym so that I could take care of the pooches and relax after a long rough weekend, LOL. I fell asleep around 6:30. I was awakened by “Harrison” calling my cell phone. We wound up talking for 2 ½ hours about our relationship, where it’s going, what’s going on with “B,” etc. Then he told me. Sunday night he was out on a date with another girl. WTF?!? I thought he wasn’t ready to date, but now he’s going to date two of us?? I was literally sick to my stomach by this info. He said, “I hate to keep coming back to it, but you went to look at houses with ‘B,’ so what does that mean to you?” Is that why he went out with her?? Then it turns out, it was a second date and HE INVITED HER TO GO SEE HIS BAND PLAY Friday night! “I invited you too!,” he said. He really didn’t. Then he went on to say he wouldn’t pay one of us more attention than the other on Friday night and that he would make an introduction. IS HE KIDDING ME? I am so nauseated by all of this and once again it shows me that my honesty hinders me, not helps me. Maybe I should be a bitch and start lying and playing f***ing head games with guys. Then maybe I will meet one who wants to treat me as I deserve to be treated. I’m not sure what to do with this information he gave me. My mom thinks he is making this girl up because of my relationship/non-relationship with “B.” I’m not sure what to think. All I know is that I am aggravated and I am definitely NOT going to see his band play on Friday night. I’m not sure how to play this. Back off and “take the high road” or keep pursuing a relationship with him? I don’t know. I am getting drunk Friday night. Is he playing mind games with me or what?? 10-4 over and out.