"Even Your Hair Looks Fluffier...."

G'morning Kids & Porn Stars - TGIF! I finally got to see my Kel-Kel the other night (Yea!) I was going through withdrawal - it had been about 2 weeks I think?? Anyway, Wed. night she came by my place and we headed out for some pizza eats. After that, we headed down to NJ for some clothing shopping and $200 later I have some nice new Fall outfits. ;) Everything fits great, which just reiterates that I am in fact losing weight. (Turns out DB is a member at PF and I think we might start working out together.... LOL) My Kel-Kel said that she has never seen me so happy - that I am probably not eating because I am in love - and that "Even (my) hair looks fluffier!" I don't think I have ever been this happy. However, due to a certain issue, I decided to accept a date with Dr.'s Office Boy. We were supposed to go out Thursday night, but when he never called, I deemed it a blessing in disguise. Then he called around 7PM and I ignored the call. I don't want to do anything to screw this up with DB.

So, last night at 8PM to see him play baseball over in the 'Burg. I was a little intimidated when I got there... I wasn't sure what to expect. However, I finally got out of the car and he came over to greet me. At first, I wasn't sure he was happy to see me, but then we started talking and I knew he was happy. :) I watched his team get spanked 25-5, LOL. Most of his team members were really nice to me and they all complimented my staying power as a fan (since it was 12 degrees last night. OK, it was 60 degrees, but I am always cold, remember? LOL). I hung in as long as I could and by the 9th inning and they only had one out and still had last licks coming up, I just couldn't take it anymore. It was nice to see him catch and play in the out field, but the cold weather was doing me in. I left around 10:45 and picked us up some beers and went back to my place. About 20 minutes later he came by and we chilled with Mama Dukes for a bit and then watched some Howard on Demand.

We wound up talking for a half hour about some thing - one being my date that never was. I felt like I needed to be honest with him. It is so nice to talk to someone who can be serious and can joke. We talked about some other serious things going on with us.... I just love talking to him.... Then kissing ensued and I just can't get enough of his kisses. Then something slipped out.... I was laying on his chest and I uttered, "I just love you." Ughhhhhh. Damn beer. He hugged me and didn't say it back, but I know what he is thinking and what he is feeling (I can't really get into it here...) I know I am moments away from hearing it out of his mouth. I think I fell asleep because the next thing I knew, he was saying to me, "I should get going.... It's late." It was 3:30AM. I walked him out and he was gone. I wish he could spend the night, but that is all in due time :).

When I got to work this morning, there was an e-mail from him saying how happy he was that we talked, how relaxed he feels in my home, asking me which uniform I prefer - the police officer or the baseball player, and telling me he will see me tonight for SVU's b-day. He passed the mom test, now it's time to meet some of the friends.... LOL.

I am SO exhausted - I am sure there is more to write, but I really just need a nap right now. I'll update you kids later. ;)