Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Our First Fight?

G'morning Kids & Porn Stars.... Happy Tuesday (I am off tomorrow - yea!! Not for fun reasons, but a day off from work is a great day indeed.) Actually, the morning half will be fun.... DB will be coming over after his shift to nap with me for a bit (how cute is he??)

So, last night he stopped by before his shift and we ran some errands (he brought me bottled water, too cute). After the errands, we went back to my place and talked. The talk turned into a big, deep, conversation about marriage and children and what we are both looking for and want. We aren't in 100% agreement and then he had to leave for work, so we left things open. And hour later, he called me and we talked some more. I wound up in tears as we discussed how much we are crazy for one another, how scared we both are, and what we want right now and for the future. We both hung up thinking it was over or going to be over with us, but not wanting that to be the case. We decided to leave things as they are and talk again when we see one another.... This conversation was best left as an in person conversation.
So, this morning I e-mailed him the following:
Hi..... I don't know if last night constitutes as a "fight" per se, but whatever it was, I am glad we worked through it and things are a little bit clearer now (at least when it comes to you understanding my position and that you realized I am not trying to marry you after 2 1/2 weeks - just that I would like to at one point get married to someone, LOL). Anyway, enough about that. Are you coming by again tonight?

I miss you.
Love,
me"

I didn't hear back from him and I worried. Then, I received the following e-mail from him:
"Hi girlfriend... A fight? No way lol. That was just two intelligent people that feel comfortable enough with each other to speak their minds, which is an important element of a healthy relationship. Do I sound like Dr. Phil yet? Seriously, I'm so glad that we can talk about things that matter to us. I would never want to be with anyone that I couldn't do that with. And I always want you to tell me what you're feeling, good or bad. Honestly, I was scared that you were going to make a decision about me based on what we talked about. I'm really happy that you're willing to give me a chance and to see how things go. You've become an important part of my life in a short time which says a lot. I know I'm tight lipped sometimes about things but I want you to know that I am crazy about you too! I want you to be happy and if I make you happy then I want to be there with you for the ride. OK?"

He wrote some more things, but those were REALLY private, so I will keep those to myself. ;) I am so totally head over heels for this guy, you just have no idea. I <3 DB.

Julio - where is my PBA from you??? 10-4 over and out.

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