Happy Halloween..... On 11/1. :)

G'afternoon Kids & Porn Stars... Happy Hump Day. Yesterday came and went so fast and it's one of my 4 favorite days of the year (St. Patty's Day, Christmas, my B-Day, and Halloween). I feel so sad that I didn't really do anything to celebrate and I didn't even dress up. :( It's just been a down week. I mean, I don't feel down, I guess I'm just a little sad that people suck. (See below post). I'm not so much sad that I won't be friends with this person anymore (she was treating me like crap), it's more the fact that I was let down by yet another person. People suck. What makes matters worse is that about 6 weeks back, I got into an argument with The OC because she misread an e-mail I sent her and flew off the handle. I responded by telling her to calm down - re-read the e-mail - and stop blaming me for something I didn't do. She responded with a very nasty, very hurtful e-mail that was basically trying to psycho analyze me. I let it go and move on. Over the weekend I sent her a simple e-mail asking her if she would like some books she lent me back. Yesterday I get a response reiterating the same hurtful and nasty comments she had said before. All I wanted to know is if she wanted her damn books back. I tried not to go back at her, but she insisting on e-mailing me not once, not twice, but 3 times. I'd had it. She mentioned how I never apologized and she had. So, I apologized in Bethany fashion:
"Typical OC - over analyze what you read in the e-mail and fly off the handle.
You want an apology? Here's your apology... I'm sorry you are crazy and you are taking your miserable life out on everyone around you. I thought I would be nice and get your books back to you, but you need serious mental help. Keep the Powerpoint book and take care - I will donate your books to the library. I have enough crazy in my life and having one less makes my life A LOT easier.
Maybe you should go back to see a shrink, you have severe abandonment issues and paranoia. You really fooled me."
I was tired of being attacked by her and being accused of doing something I didn't do. I'd had enough. My words were mean, but I just wanted to e-mail attack to end.
Then I started to get sad. Not one, but two of my supposed good friends treated me like crap. I started to wonder if it was me. My mom says I am a psyco magnet. Maybe she's right. The OC responded to this e-mail with the following:
"Wow, who is the psycho here??? Goodbye! Take your own advice and join AA and SAA before you hurt someone seriously!!!!"
Ummmmm, OK. So I drink. So I have sex with my boyfriend. This coming from someone who sells pot and smokes up and is unemployed at the age of 50? When I am going to realize I can't "fix" people or help people who don't want to be helped? I deleted her last e-mail as I just didn't want to go back and forth with her any longer. For me, it was done.
This morning I come in to the SAME exact e-mail in my inbox. She had forwarded it back to me AGAIN. I responded to her because I was annoyed she just couldn't let this drop:
"You felt the need to forward this to me again? God OC, do you EVER give up??Apparently not. Let it go already! You really are SICK!"
She writes back shortly after:
"Yes, I sent it again because I wasn't sure you got it, nope I am not sick, just shocked at how you fooled me and how spiteful and how fake you are."
Is it me or does this pretty much just prove how insane she is? Oh and when we were friends, she used to tell me all the time how she didn't like this one woman we worked with (but pretended to be friends with her.) She e-mails this woman yesterday and tells her I talked about her all the time. Then this woman gets in MY face at work. Am I wrong in thinking OC is a fucking nut job??

On to the good news.... Friday night DB and I celebrated our 2 month anniversary. I can't believe it's only been 2 months (it feels like I've known him my whole life). I maybe (he jury is still out) celebrated a little too hard.... Something I am not comfortable with having done and do not intend to do again. DB wasn't too happy with the fact that I passed out afterwards, so we really had no time alone to celebrate. :( We hung out Saturday and Sunday night though and we are more in love each time we see each other. I know his concern comes from how much he cares for me and it feels good to be loved by someone so special. I know, I know, cold hearted Bethany is turning into a big, friggin' mush. Get used to it, Bethany is in love. :)

10-4 over and out.