Who, the Redhead?

G’afternoon Kids & Porn Stars…. Happy Tuesday. Happy November. :) I ABSOLUTELY love the Fall season. October – December is just the best time of the year. We have Halloween, my birthday, Turkey Day, Christmas, New Years…. All good times – all time people are happy and sincere. Anywho, this past weekend was once again awesome due to my wonderfully adoring BF, DB. I want to take a quick moment out to say that I love you, baby! Time frame be damned, you are my true love! :)

OK, Friday night I left work and headed over to DP’s place. We haven’t spent any time together alone to catch up, so we decided dinner was a good way to do so. Plus I needed to give her the b-day gift I had gotten her. After the previous weekend of drinking, neither of us wanted to drink again, so we went to an Italian BYOB place and didn’t bring our own. LOL. We had some tasty eats and got all caught up. Afterwards, we headed back to her place and chilled until close to midnight. I was starting to get sleepy, so I headed home (I only know the long way home, so it took a small while to get back to my house. I hate where I live, LOL). During the time I was at DP’s, The Bunny and I were going back and forth with text messages. We have been talking on and off lately about life and what not. She wanted me to stop by her place, but I needed to get home. It was late and I was tried and bleary eyed. DB was working that night, so I could only see him for a short time, but he was able to make a stop by :) He was at my place for a decent amount of time and I looked at him and couldn’t resist. I said, “I need to tell you something.” He looked at me funny – I think he thought I was going to give him some piece of bad news or something. Instead, I said something nice (for once, lol). “I am just so glad I met you.” Then I smiled. I really, really meant it. He then gave me some news I had been waiting to hear since I met him. :) We hugged and he was off. I love, love, love you, baby……. After he left, I drifted off to dream land and dreamt of the wonderful life DB and I are going to have together.

Saturday was spent running errands and emptying out my storage facility (Well, most of the unit, not everything….). I rested afterwards preparing myself to be out late watching DB’s 3rd band perform (this is the first time I was going to see the Love Cats!) The Bunny’s man was away for the weekend and since DB’s band was playing near her house, I told her to stop by (I know, I know. I’m asking for trouble and I am opening the door to be hurt again. Don’t worry, I know what I am doing Kids….) I figured the worse case scenario is we have one fun night out and that would be that. Our e-mails and text messages have been very nice and we had gotten together the Monday night prior for drinks and dinner and things went well. We decided to meet at Rick’s at 9. When I got there it was like a small reunion – everyone (regulars included) saying hello and hugs all around. I sssooo don’t miss that place. I found The Bunny in the mix of the madness and we made out way to end of the bar. I spotted my boy and he came and said hello. Before we knew it, we had seats at the end of the bar, the Owners showed up and bought us a round and the band started. The band was actually a lot better than I thought it was going to be and we wound up having a really great time. The Bunny’s ex (shitbag) showed up and wanted to start a fight with me. No clue why, so when The Bunny mentioned how he wanted to tell me to go F myself, I figured I would pave the way for him. So, being me, I tapped him on the shoulder and whispered in his ear, “Hey Stemps, I own a vibrator. I F myself every night.” LOL. What a loser. They’ve been broken up for years, this guy really needs to let sh** go already. The night carries on and we have a good time. Before I know it, it’s time to go. DB was worried about The Bunny driving home – we tried to get her keys, but she seemed OK to drive. We decided to follow her to her place. We missed the light and she headed on ahead of us. The next thing I know, she’s calling my cell, she was in an accident. The rest of the evening went by very fast and we did our best to help The Bunny out of a bad situation. I sobered up damn quick and I felt like her mom. She scared the crap out of me, I was just so glad she wasn’t hurt. Things surrounding the accident got f’d up, but I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.

I spent Sunday resting and helping Mama Dukes out around the house since she is STILL sick. (She’s had this weird cold for weeks now). DB fell asleep and wasn’t able to come over, so it was another day to add to the list of days we didn’t see one another since the day we met (I am happy to say I think I can count those days on one hand…)

Since the accident, I’ve spoken to The Bunny every day. Partly to make sure she’s OK and partly because it does feel nice to have her back in my life. After Saturday night, I thought maybe he would be a little scared of me – and of me having The Bunny back in my life, but he was really cool about it. And, I think he sees what I see in her. A scared little girl who just wants to be loved.

Monday AM, DB called to meet me for lunch and we had a nice meal at my favorite little place in P.R. Then last night he came over and we hung out with my mom for a little while and then watched a little Howard T.V. before I passed out. It’s so weird, but he already fits in my life and my family. It was weird to sit and look at pictures while drinking a beer with Mama Dukes, but at the same time it felt right. I hope everything we talked about Friday is real and things go as planned…… I don’t think I have ever been this happy in my life.

So, work. It sucks. It’s busy and I don’t feel I am being compensated for my talents. I was refused my raise – the boss wouldn’t even take it to the higher ups. So, I’ve started seriously looking for something else. Why should I have to work 2 jobs at my age and with my education and experience background? That’s just B.S. I hope something comes through ASAP. Then, of course, the money will magically appear and be offered to me, but at this point, enough is enough.

So, not sure if I mentioned that I tried to “make peace” with Blade at work. Just because we work together…. I figured it was best. This was well over a week ago. She said, “I’m not ready to speak to you, but when I am, we will talk.” Is she kidding me? So, we ignored one another since. Yesterday when I got back from lunch with DB, I ran into her and “the lunch group” and RG actually wanted to wait for a second elevator. Blade was like, “No, this is fine,” and they all jumped in with me. Are they kidding me?? So today I had to walk near Blade’s desk and she waved hello. I assumed there was someone behind me. I walked by again minutes later and she jumps out in front of me and says hello. Weird. People are just plain weird.

Psycho update on The OC. One of the last things she said to me was, “Anything we spoke about in confidence will be kept as such.” I get an e-mail from my co-worker today, “Did you tell The OC about such and such?” Without getting into too much detail, we did talk about it – all speculation. Then the co-worker told me it was a true rumor and I kept my mouth shut about it. Apparently, The OC called her over the weekend and told her I had given her all the details on it. I’m starting to get a little frightened to walk to my car alone at night. She is whacked out! Not to mention I haven’t said a word about the crazy a** sh** she has told me in private. What a psycho!!!!!!

This weekend I am attempting at playing Matchmaker for two good friends. :) I’ll let you all know how it goes……..

OK, I seriously need to get some work done. Peace out bitches. 10-4 over and out.