Is This Bad Karma?

G'morning Kids & Porn Stars.... Happy Tuesday (my boss is out of the office today, yea!) It's time for his yearly "physical." LOL. Anywho... Last night "Harrison
called me and we talked for close to an hour. At first he said he didn't think we should see one another for a while (Capeesh?), but then we talked more and decided we wanted to see one another. Right then and there. So I got dressed and headed over to his house.
**I know what you're thinking, could Bethany really be this dumb?? Yes, I could. I like him and I can't stop myself.**
So, when I arrived it was really nice to see him. I watched him finish folding his laundry and then we cracked open a bottle of chardonnay and watched some t.v. We talked for a while and just enjoyed one another. I can honestly say I enjoy any minute I get with him. I just really like spending time with him. I am such a sucker. I am so asking to get hurt in all of this. But, to me, I am just as f**ked up emotionally as he is right now. I just have to keep reminding myself to just ride it out. Everything happens for a reason and good things happen to those who wait, right? I stayed over at his place - my face was so flushed from the wine, it was obvious I was drunk. I <3 wine at 2 points a glass, lol. When I woke up this morning, I had drooled all over my face and partially on the pillow. I'm sure he loved discovering that. God, he is so damn hot that I haven't been able to stop thinking about him all day. What is wrong with me?? Argh.

So, last week my friend told me something about an aquaintance of ours. And I laughed at this thing she told me because the aquaintance is an idiot and did something dumb (think semi life altering, like gastric bypass. Something that will change a persons lifestyle. But it's not that). However, this is something the aquaintance is happy about. But I laughed at them because it's not a change I would have made to myself. Is that bad karma? Will this bad change happen to me now because I laughed and poked fun?? Why am I so supersticious??

10-4 over and out. I'm off like a prom dress.